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Saturday, 26 June 2010

  • when i led a group

     So the day before yesterday, which was Thursday, i had the privledge of leading a small group. It went well. I enjoyed asking questions and listening to their answers, and really just speaking to them. Normally I end to shy away from these types of things but that day i was just talkative and well very energetic.

      Soo anyways, I was at the last "step", which was asking if everyone in my group was saved. I asked and everyone said yes they were except one girl. Now I was kind of caught off guard to be honest.I knew her and i didnt expect her to say no.(When your in ministry you never expect everyone to be saved.) And so anyways one other group memeber had asked her why she thought she was not saved. Her reply was "because I don't read the bible."

    Her answer just kinda hit me. I truely related to her. I had been struggling with that for a long time, and i had just gotten into it within the last few months. I mean i have been reading over 3 chapters a night. (yes i read at night) And all of a sudden i was able to help her with the same issue that  i to had struggled with. It was amazing. I felt so happy to be able to help someone.

     What i told her was that when you become a christian, yah it's gonna be hard to all of a sudden start reading the bible.  but all you got to do is read a small section, a day. You could even read psalms. thats the most easiest thing to read. Also pray that God gives you the desire/hunger to read his word everyday.

    I learned so much when i led the group. It was truely amazing. Plus it gives me experience with ministry.


    sorry if there are any mistakes my bby bro is sleeping on my chest. lol

Sunday, 23 May 2010

  • what did I do?

    sitting in class.
    such a bore.
    the teacher's talking,
    but i don't care.
    with my head on my hand,
    i draw on my notebook.

    I look aimlessly into the air..
    your on my mind,
    you and only you.
    what did i do?

    you ignore me,
    avoid and destroy me.
    what did i do?

     my heart feels heavy.
    i feel guilt fall over me
    i start to get sick.
    i cant stop thinking of you.
    was it because of me?
    what did i do?

    please tell me!
    i ponder this question.
    an answer doesn't come to me

    every time you ignore me
    i hurt
    i worry.
    what did i do?

    Please talk to me soon,
     don't ignore me.
    come back soon.
    i love you!


    hehe an awesome poem dont ya think???!! lol

Saturday, 03 April 2010

  • my jeans

    my jeans are worn
    and torn
    they are stained and
    beaten.
    my jeans..

    my jeans are ruined because of me.
    my jeans are torn because of me.
    but he will still buy my jeans and make them anew.
    he will still love them.
    He will clean them and heal them..
    My jeans....

  • different

    a blond woman,
    a bald man.
    a tall guy
    a short guy.
    are they all the same?

    yes, yes they are.
    they all make one person.
    the sun won't favor the tall guy because
    he's closer to the sun then the short guy.
    or the blond woman over the bald guy
    because he has hair.

    The sun loves everyone and thing
    no matter the look
    no matter the talk and
    no matter the walk.
    we all are the same and
    we are all equal.

    The son loves us.
    there is no favoritism
    no sexism,
    no racism.
    God loves us!! :)



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