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Tuesday, 20 October 2009

  • I kno i Kno

    Ok so almost everyone knows that i am unable to go to repo anymore. well i have learned soo many things while staying home every Sunday at six o clock. i have learned that with out goin to repo it's so hard to stay close to God. its so easy to just give up or stop trying to get closer that u fall back. you find yourself getting farther and farther away. you dont pick up your bible anymore because you have free time and your out with your friends instead of church. you stop prayin too. see how easy it is? Just because you have free time you spend it doing something with your friends instead of what you probably should do.  its so easy but if you  keep reading and praying on a daily basis and  it becomes a habit, you wouldnt stop. but no matter what you need to read and pray every day so do i. im gonna do it. i may not be able to go to repo but im still gettin the notes so that God can  work in me and so that i can learn more. you are never done learning about him, never. You may read the whole bible cover to cover but ask pastor chilly if you read it a second time you learn something new that you didnt learn the first time. never stop reading the bible just cause you already read the whole thing.keep reading it over and over.
    Whats helping me is i am texting courtney and she is giving me some notes she took in repo so that i could still "be" at repo. i love repo  i really do but maybe im not sure but maybe God is doing this to help me become stronger, so that when i cant go to church at all i am still strong and not just becoming so weak that i quite. I do need to become stronger if im going to become a pastor. I do need to become stronger i need to remember more verses then i do now . i need to be able to know more stories then i do know. is that a challenge i hear???

     i challenge myself to memorize at least 5 verses a month, to read  2 whole books from the bible in a month.

    i need you guys to help me accomplish this task.  how i have no clue.
     i know i need to step up. im not gonna talk crap. im doing it. it can be done and it will be done by Crystal Lynn Jackson!!! i can do this and will do this im stepping up and im climbing the latter to get closer to God!

    P.S  IF YOU WANT TO HELP ME ACCOMPLISH THIS PLEASE COMMENT THIS AND TELL ME SO I WILL KNOW.

Saturday, 15 August 2009

  • I feel like blogging about a heavy topic.

    I have talked to multiple people around the world. Its fun and interesting, until you come apon those who, well lets be blunt here. ok? When you come upon those who live and love to talk about sex. It sucks cause they dont kno when to shut up. Age you think would stop them but it doesnt. they could be 10 yrs older then you and they still talk to you about it. They want to know every thing about you. From A-Z. These people have sick minds. When they bring out the i love you and will u marry me, you know that their crazy for sure. What doesnt help is when you even answer their questions. When you see them ask you these questions you should already block/delet or end the chat with them. Lets face it we as girls love to hear guys/boys call us cute, sexy, beautiful, hot etc. its nature i guess. But guys/boys kno for sure that gurls love to be complemented. So they use this to do whatever thy have in mind. I'm not just sayin this to you, but to myself as well. We as gurls need to be careful, we need to wqatch where the convorsation is going dont try to keep it and think " oh well maybe this conversation will change. ill just wait" No!! you dont wait you need to end it, i need to watch as well. When you dont end it, it gets worse. way worse. but also it dont hlp when gurls always want to talkto guys. when a gurl says " hey any boys wanna chat." lets face it thy probably mean " hey boys wanna flirt." but even if it doesnt what do u think the boy is thinkin? not talk all nice and crap. i know this for sure. they are thinking " hey i need a nice, interesting conversation." or something like that. We (guys and gurls) need to watch how we say things and how we show ourselves off. Why would you want to carry yourself like that. Why would you want to talk about sex with some1 older or younger. Why would you want to talk about it period.
    I'm not perfect in this section, but hey I'm not gonna sit here anymore and wait  for them to end or change the conversation. I'm gonna be the one to end. I mean is it worth getting  in trouble for? if you are older and don't have parents you still get in trouble. not by your parents though, by God. Do you need help with this? Talk to someone older, maybe an adult at church/school/parent or a councilor. Cause you don't want to site here and be the same time and time again. A: its sick and B: God hates it. Plain and simple God hates this kind of behavior. He watches you while you type. he wonders why you are still talking to this person.he thinks, "why wont you be smart and end this conversation?you are better then this."  he always want you to end a conversation like this. so why not be smart and end it? from reading this you, you need to turn around right now and change. don't wait another second. Im for sure changing the little nicks in myself im not staying the same.

Wednesday, 29 July 2009

  • Have you ever had a brush with death? Do you have a guardian angel looking out for you too?

    Have you ever had a brush with death? Do you have a guardian angel looking out for you too? Do tell


        Yes i have had a "brush" with death. I was i dont know how old i was. But i was riding my bike and i got hit by a car i was under the car. the wheel from the bike actually kept the wheel from the car from goin on my head. hope that makes sense. It was really scary.
       Do I have a guardian angel? Everyone has a guardian angel. Also God watches out for ya. 24/seven he is watchin  ya. do u have a guardian angel? my guardian angel's name is michael. well according to a facebook quiz. yes i kno the quizes are not true.
     

Saturday, 18 July 2009

  • Change!

    It is so hard for me to change or to stop doing things im not supposed to. I prayed and God will help me i just have to put some effort into it to. I cant just sit here and wait for him to do everything himself. I need to help. Even if he did change me by himself  as soon as i stepped out the door i would mess up because i didnt help hi and then id be right back to where i started. I prayed and read the bible for an hour. He taught me alot. I need more faith when i pray though. When i pray for something im not sayin oh its gonna happen instead im sayin oh i hope it happens.
    Hey he healed so many people and he feed over a thousand  people. H e can do anything i know this i just have to believe this more then i do now. Its hard but i got to stick to it, help out, believe and never give up even if it gets tuff.

Sunday, 05 July 2009

  • Currently
    In My Arms
    By Plumb
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    God is working in me majorly

    He is so awesome. I think we would all agree to that? He has been doing major things in my life. One is he sent me on a mission. My mission is to take bask my mom and my step-dad. My step-dad is muslim and my mom is just not right with God. God brught me to my moms house to live here and to bring them back to him. It's hard but I CAN  do it. I'm not gonna give up.

    Another way is Terra. You have heard of 9 year od Terra right? Well if not she is a nine year old girl that  is dying from cancer. The doctors gave her less then a week to live. Now you are probably wondering how is god using is this aweful situation to  work in me?  Welll for one it is helping me pray more. I have been praying for terra for about, i'm guessing 3 or 4 days, i'm nt sure. But everytime i would pray for her God would say "She's gonna be healed." I was like what big deep voice say what? No im just kidding. I was like are you serious? I was so happy, he didn't say whether she is gonna be heal physically, mentally,spiritully etc. But i have faith that she will be healed......

     

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  • I go to REPO and i go to Real Church and listen to Pastor Chilly's lessons/sermon. i love to play soccer.I hate math and who ever invented it. i am the typ of girl who gets realy affended when some guy says a girl cant do everything a guy can.if someone says that i try everything i possibly can to prove them wrong.I believe strongly that girls are better than guys.And i am also a christian and i plan on being a christian forever.and i plan on going to heaven too.

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